Tranquility around me
I hate spending my time by just talking. It’s a waste! I’d rather face the computer, write anything, read a book, watch movie, edit photos in Photoshop or videos in Premiere or Moviemaker, watch videos in YouTube, or simply go to Ukay-ukay. I can sense productivity when I’m doing either one these things.
I’m talkative by nurture (I’m taking back the “nature” after realizing that I used to be silent when I was young). Then I grow chatty to whoever I met. But as I’m relishing the present days of this human stage, I prefer talking a little.
As much as possible, I want silence to dominate my world these times. I’m not annoyed and I’m not saying that I’m unhappy. I’ve always been cheerful, but my mind seeks quietness. I don’t know why it became so demanding, but it just turned out this way.
That’s why if no one wants to go with me anywhere, then that’s not a problem. It doesn’t matter. I mean, I’m contented being with myself. In fact, most of the time I would prefer being alone.
Hahai, this is just what I feel. Maybe, this is the gate for a new image—that I will be seen walking with head bowing and having a serious face.
I just want silence, that’s it! But sometimes, I also laugh out very loud and become very talkative—only sometimes, unlike before when I was always talking. Yes, this is a change in me that I’m proud to share of.
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