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“It’s you. I think of you that’s why I can’t sleep. Because I always see your face even when I’m closing my eyes, because your voice I always hear, and face I can never forget…”

Who says one can instantly escape from the past? No. wherever you are, it hunts you. Whatever you do, it steals a minute of attention. Until you reach your 70s or 80s, the memories of togetherness will not be buried. You may try hard to forget it by being busy all the hours of your life, but still, you’ll come across with the thoughts of everything that went on before between two individuals.

Why are there people who come but then only leave you in the end? Why do they let you met and knew them when their intention is only to forget you? And why are you constantly chased by the memories in every second of your existence?

I hate the part when I think of you. I want to forget you but I can’t. I’m trying to cut the connection from the past but I remain stupid. This feeling sucks. I hate it, I hate it, I hate it!

Please stop, stay away from my thoughts. You do not even think of me, and why am I apportioning a piece of attention thinking about you?

Starting today, I won’t let my self get drowned by the thoughts of you. I promise to my self that you will be out of my heart, out of my mind. But whether I like it or not, you’ll never be out of my life for the times, memories when you were with me and I was with you will forever remain, and until eternity, be treasured.

I still thank you for bringing color to this simple and silent life, though the payment of this is pain.