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Hanging, drowning, suffering, what else?



Today, I totally lose the interest to attend my foreign language class. I haven’t slept. I was late on the first class. I haven’t taken the quiz. I haven’t made an assignment for the next subject.

Our teacher in Arabic might give us an exam regarding the previous lesson, and I’m not prepared for it in case. But the most upsetting thing is the loneliness and longing to see my parents and sisters again, for it’s been four months that I haven’t returned home.

Do you feel what I feel now? I miss my family so much. I may be laughing every time, but inside me is a lonely self.

I hate my mood these days. This sucks. I’m getting emotional, just understand me. I only want to go home.



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4 chikaDORAs:

Orange Pulps ♥ said...

..talagsa lang pud bitaw na mi doh..you can get over it in no time..and don't forget God will nver leave you nor forsake you:)

optimistic dora said...

@ rolinda:
yeah, i'm staying positive and cheerful nak despite this feeling...

thanks a lot! God bless u too...

DJ Dadz said...

Chicka,..!!
hala si ate naa napud si ate ohh.!!

optimistic dora said...

@ DJ Dadz:
halah ka jan! hahaha... sumbong tka'ng murat...