explore my optimistic world

I admit I am talkative, but now, most of the time, I want to be in silence. I was raised in a noisy place, very noisy area. I’m currently living in another loud compound. Noise is ordinary and normal for me, but these days, I am surprised when my own self would ask me to be in a quiet section, and as much as possible, to be with my self, alone.

This maybe is part of maturity. That you now realize what life is, that you now know what your existence is about, that you’re growing and you could never go back to those childhood days, those moments you lose and that there should be no regrets.

This proves that I am no more a baby, a girl, but a woman. I am a woman in mind and heart; I am a woman because I’m thinking of the coming days and the next happenings.

If I’m alone, I can look at the possibilities in life, I can express my self, I can be me, I can think of better ideas, I am fine. And that’s what I often observe in my self today, to prefer being alone.