explore my optimistic world

“And I think to myself, what a wonderful world…”

The first line I heard when I checked my mp after letting it play the whole night. This line encourages me to continue enjoying life and fight against the odds for this is a very wonderful world, a different place where you can only live once.

I get up from bed, but when I went outside, there I was, surrounded with silence again. I remember what my roommate said last night that they will go to our board mate’s house in Manjuyod the day after. Yeah, they all went there.

If only I have no paper works to do. If only I am not bombarded with assignments and requirements to be submitted on the next day. If only I have no clothes to wash or else I won’t have any more pieces to wear. If only I don’t have to arrange the messy stuffs inside my cabinet and bags out of the week’s series of formal presentations. If only I am totally free, I can probably go with them.

Among the days, Sunday is my only vacant, but even on that day, I can’t treat myself, I can’t even go to church and attend mass. I have to do the same things I do daily except washing my clothes and cleaning the room.

That is why, I’ve come to compare my days before and now. Before, I used to go to different places because I still have to do so, but now, even strolling around the downtown area of the city or at the boulevard, can't even do.

Yet, despite this, I know this is still a wonderful world. I will have time for my self soon, I'll be experiencing how beautiful life is, to be free, to have no things to worry.

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